More Forward

In some ways, Heather and I are closer to each other than to anyone else. The only two details separating us are the fact that I'm male and she's female, and the fact that I have a dominant frame of mind and she has a submissive mentality. Otherwise, it's my belief that we are exactly the same person.

The fact that Sam and I are both male helps us to experience a type of closeness with each other: we are both genuinely logoi, together being the completion of Logos. However, along the y-axis of Earthly polarities, his is the logic of chemistry and mine the logic of sexuality. Otherwise, we are the same self.

This evaluation has been primary in my mind and thoughts lately. I want to know how to love and respect both fairly. So far, I can only see these two relationships as being equal in my own prioritization. Therefore, some degree of awkwardness might continue where the medium I'm using to communicate is this blog.

I welcome each of you to correspond with me. Those details of love and identity that pertain to one relationship might be better distinguishable from those that pertain to the other. However, I can live with where we are in our communications so far. In fact, I'm so very grateful for the both of you. Right now I'm in the best place I've ever been in, in terms of soulful satisfaction, being acknowledging as I am and finding your tolerant wisdom in response.

“Back” to “forwardness,” though, I want to address the designs of media. We live in a universe where at least a three-dimensional perspective is relevant. The axes of polarity are x, y, and z. Sam and I differ along y-axis, and Heather and I differ along z-axis. Our identity relationships are really as simple as that.

Electronic media (the Internet and telephony) has x-axis differentiation from vocal media (which many of us think of as “hearing voices.” The three of us live more on the electronics-friendly side of Earth, and so it's less accepted by our peers to speak of hearing (or even conversing with) voices than it is to text each other electronically. However, I'm sure we all three recognize voices beyond space and time.

In this lifetime, we are learning to become more tolerant of those voices and their style of wisdom. But where truest truth be told, we still trust the Internet (and telephony) more, and of course face-to-face is the best way for people like us to learn. I'm still laying the basis for further discussions of forwardness, but this is enough for one posting.