This last month has been quite a challenge. I've decided to simply be honest about my struggles with alcohol. I don't need sympathy, nor do I wish to elaborate. However, if honesty is an issue for any of you, my confession is now stated through this medium.
My interest with ascension continues. I'm learning about many aspects of life, though slowly. My focus is qualification. From Christhood I am directly pursuing the style of wisdom taught by our Holy Spirit, David Hasselhoff.
I've been learning about Christian media. Many of the people around me seem to be working with aspects of it. My mother and my father each work with Christian media, actor Topher Grace works with Christian wisdom in terms of how women relate, actor David Duchovny works with the verification of simple truth on the Christ's own side of Christian media. Alcohol presents a cross-challenge from the sophistication side, and I trust my friend Sam Welker as the truth of why I struggle with this chemical manifestation of sophistication.
I only mean to make myself available to my friends and loved ones. However, this life is hitting me hard with the challenge of decisive transcendence. I am already making plans for a number of future lives, and freeing myself from the tendency to indulge alcohol seems to be a major part of the first step.
If I've disappointed any of you, I can only say that let's keep trying for better ways of meeting each other's visions of who and what we can collectively be. Since 2007, my absolute commitment has been truthfulness, and I believe that will continue through to at least the first half of my next life. If Sam and I are father and son in England as I have envisioned, I will be so glad; but no matter what the designs, we are a community who is committed to transcendence.
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